The truth will set you free.
You have to start with the basics and fundamentals:
Stop lying. Tell the truth. Put new information in your mind. Develop new skills. Do the work.Ask yourself:
*Where in your life today do you need practice and drills?
*Are you willing to invest in yourself?
Read books, podcasts, take care of your health, spirit , your hearth, your family.
Better yourself so that today you are better than you are yesterday.
Start simple, start small.
Invest in yourself.